Bar Fly's

Interesting Saturday night out with the husband. After a wonderful dinner we decided to stop at a this new bar and to check out the scene. We sat down, ordered a drink and my husband left to use the restroom. Moments after he left this guy approaches me and asks if I'm here with anyone. Naturally, I said, "yes, I'm with my husband." He still proceeded to talk to me. Shortly after our brief conversation my husband returns and I introduce him to this man. They both take a seat and we talk about each other. This guy gave his life story. He was 46, newly divorced and hated his ex.

My husband and I decided to play darts. Guess who followed to play darts with us. This leach of a man... He was all roamy with his eye on me and giving my husband lots of compliments about me. This guy kept asking where all the available women were? HMMMM where are all the available women that just want to get used and abused for the night... AH! He was surely out looking to get laid, a one night stand.

He was a very good looking guy and I'm sure he wouldn't have any problem to get what he wants. What bothered me the most is that mentality. Why do men behave that way? Is it a chemical reaction of no sex for a while or do most men not have a clue on what women really want. Shoot if it was just for sex... most women can get that anytime. Although, women would be perceived as loose, a ho, slut, bad girl, if we behaved like that. Men just don't get that kind of image. Which is not fair by the way! Does anyone know why men behave the way they do? I'm all ears. I'd love to know what makes men tick...

M

Today, I'm feeling uncertain of my feelings... I have lots to do with kids going in every directions. I'm board to death with absolutely no motivation. Even though I'm surrounded by family and friends. I feel so alone.

I should go workout and try to lose those 15 lbs I've gained in the last year. Better yet the endless list of projects needed to be done around the house. Yet, who cares if I accomplish any of these tasks I may or may not do?

My family is so self absorbed it's ridiculous! They wouldn't care or notice...
shoot, I can feel the self pity and melancholy emotions rise as I write this.

Does it really matter????????
M