I haven't blogged in a while... Things have been okay. Being extremely busy is a blessing. Apathy is all I feel lately. We leave for Vegas in two days and I don't want to go. Things aren't good with the kids and I stress leaving them. Way to much to do to even think about going on a trip. Although, I know H can't wait to get away. I wish he was going without me. I'm way to exhausted to even think about packing and getting away. I hate getting everything ready for my mother-in law to come and stay here at my house. Way overwhelming! Maybe I'll feel differently in a couple of days. My emotions are constantly on a roll coaster who knows... I may want to get away by then. I just wish it was by myself.